Start Over 13

Author's Note:




Maraming Salamat po sa pagsubaybsay sa aking kuwento. Nakakataba naman po ng puso na marami palang nag aabang at nagbabasa nitong START OVER. Sana po patuloy niyong suportahan ito hanggang sa mga nalalabing kabanata.


Raffy Asuncion, Kris, Rj, Johnny Quest, Rye Evangelista, Russ, Ben, Lummier, nikols06290, iamyours, mike, Maki (salamat sa kuwento, bang bang! lol), mark choi, joma, jihi, mpofpasig, macmac, hardname, bebe red-orange, dann, K, Ken, JM, Angelo, Jeo, Poch, Reagan, Paul John, Jed, Joey. Thank you po. My hugs and kisses for y'all. 

Sa mga hindi po maka add sa akin sa FB, to be honest, I really dunno why on earth the add button's not showing up. Patulong naman po. I checked on my settings, yung part na "limit who can add me" nakaset naman to "everyone" . :( Thanks in advance.

To my ever paboritong Bing, Kuya Alex misses you badly. :( I pray you feel better soon. Don't think too much. Kaya mo yan. You know I'm owez here for you, right? cheer up baby..


Enjoy Reading Guys!

Mahal ko kayo,
Alexander Chua
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"Joyce?!" gulat na tanong ni jek. Dali dali itong tumayo at niyakap ang kanyang mag-ina. Hinalikan niya si Joyce sa pisngi at kinarga ang kanilang anak. Samantalang itong si Joyce ay di maalis ang kanyang tingin sakin. She seems rooted to the spot and can't move her feet. She didn't say a word but trust me, her eyes are halfway out on stalks. Questions and confusions seem to be running 'round and 'round inside of her head. Nilapitan ko 'to.

"It's nice to see you again, Joyce. Remember me?" tanong ko.

"A-alexander?" utal nitong tanong.

"Yep.." I chuckeled awkwardly. I honestly don't know how to react. I nearly jumped out of my skin and my heart's pounding fiercely within my chest.

This is gonna be one hell of a trouble or change, I guess. It is not because she caught her husband and I, half naked and sleeping right next to each other but because she is jek's wife and We, or I need to take a gander at adjustments, considerations and wariness, so help me God. And just when everything's already perfect, just when now that I am finally enjoying this life, then here she is, lo and behold. Napalingon ako sa karga karga ni Jek, and Oh My Lordy Lordy,  the kid's so adorable. He looks exactly like his father.

"Oh hi there, li'l man.." pang-iwas ko sa mapanuring tingin ni Joyce, sabay kurot sa pisngi ng bata.

"Alex,anak, meet your Ninong..." sabay hawak nitong si jek sa kamay ng bata at hampas sa nilapit kong mukha, dinagdagan pa ng pagtawa. Napakunot ako sa inis at pagkabigla. Sira ulo talagang tong jek na 'to. Wait, what did he just call his kid again? Alex? Oh Jumping Jehosophat! Totoo nga ang mga sinabi sa akin dati ni Jek, he literally named his kid after me.

"Nice to finally meet you baby alex, buti nalang mana ka sa mama mo.." pangbawi ko at siyempre pasipsip ko narin kay Joyce para naman tumigil na ito sa kakaisip. Hindi parin ito kumibo at umupo sa gilid ng kama. Kinarga ko si baby Alex at nakipaglaro dito.

"Please tell me, It's not what I'm thinking.." biglang singit ni Joyce.  Napatigil ako at kinabahan. I know she's been off since she saw us earlier. I prevised this to happen and just imperceptibly shifted things to another track but she seems to not let this one go. I looked back at her and I almost slit my throat sa itsura nito, nakayuko and trying desperately to hold herself together. Tinignan ko 'tong si jek, and why on earth he's smiling? badass! He's smiling like he's thinking of something crazy again. I know that look, it's like he's planning of something demonic. Pinanlakihan ko 'to ng mata para i-comfort niya ang kanyang asawa and help her clear its head pero umuling lang 'to and smiled even wider. Gee willikers! This man's crazy, and because I know Imma bitch, I nodded as a sign that whatever he has in mind, my acting career never slips.

"Roll the camera!" says my mind.

"Joyce.. " bulong ni jek sabay upo sa tabi nito. Nilapitan ko rin ito at inabot ang kanilang anak. Kinuha ko ang pants at sapatos ko para magbihis, mahirap na, baka saan pa ito mahantong. Joyce stared him straight to his eyes like she's waiting for what jek has to say more. Yumuko lang itong si jek at tumahimik. "Ang pangit mo umarte, gago." says my mind.

"Sorry.." he added but Joyce didn't say even a single word. She looked back at me and Crud!, she's giving me these round big eyes that are like newly heated blades. Forged, Grinded and hardened with pain and anger. She looks like she want to chop my head off and stab me until I bleed out to death. I can feel so much anger in the room. "But I'm not gonna fall for that scary look" pilit kong binubulong sa aking sarili. I'm really laughing out loud inside.

"Joyce... I....  We... We never meant it to happen.. It just happened so fast. " singit ko sabay punas ng aking mukha, kunwari kinakabahan. She stood up and walked close to me, our faces are now like inches away. I can feel her heat and her wanting to kill me.

"How...dare... you.... do... this... to... my... family....!" dahan dahan nitong sagot, may conviction, mabigat at ramdam ko ang sakit na kanyang nararamdaman. Natakot ako so I stepped back. "Jek ano ba? dapat ba kunwari inaapi ako, o aawayin ko rin 'tong asawa mong may malaking mata?" mga tanong ko sa aking sarili. I looked at jek and Blimey!, pigil na pigil nito ang kanyang tawa. Aaaargh! "Okay , let's give this bitch a good play.." pang anyaya ng kontrabida kong isipan. I looked straight to her eyes and I smiled like a devil.

"is this what you call family? Leaving jek here, alone, while you both enjoying your lives there with your Green Cards?" sagot ko rito. Nagulat ito at lalong nanlaki ang mga mata. I looked at jek at napailing ito. "Oh No, napasobra ata ako.. Patay!" says my mind.

"and who the fuck do you think you are to question how we live our lives? huh?" sagot nito. Wow, I am impressed. I can't believe this whore's also a ghetto. I can see how her lips quiver like a snake tabooed to eat for years. I cracked a smile to insult and revile her to grave.

"who the fuck am I? Well, I'm just the man who fucks your husband.."  banat ko. Pinilit kong lakihan din ang aking mga mata para mag match ang level namin. I giggled sarcastically. Napalingon ako kay jek and he's silently laughing his lungs out. He raised his fist like he's telling me na lagot ako sa kanya mamaya. Hindi ko ito pinansin and gave my eyes back to this lady in front of me.

"And please, please spare me the question why did I do this , because we both know how BIG and TASTY your loving husband is. How am I suppose to refuse food when served freely and willingly? Tell me.." I added.

"I have always been lifting my eyes to you 'coz you are good in everything. But now you have proven me one thing, not everything about you is good, there's this something inside of you that is evil. I never thought I would say this to you , but you well-deserved it, YOU ARE DISGUSTING!"  hirit nito sabay turo ng kanyang isang daliri sa gitna ng aking mga mata. God, this is the first time that I heard such words against me. She just hauled me over the coals without even making sure that everything she hears is true. It crushed my heart and its juice almost dripped off my eyes. I paused for a minute and sucked up everything she said. "Round Two" says my mind.

"You don't know a fucking thing about me, so please watch your mouth."

"I don't need to know more about you, believe me, I have seen how dirty you can be. Sleeping with someone else's man? Are you forgetting something? He's married. He has a kid. He's my husband, you faggot!"

"And He is my bestfriend, you big-eyed slut!  I have known him first, even before you opened your legs and rode his cock like a wild west trollop! If sleeping right next to him, makes me disgusting, then I must be the dirtiest man you could ever imagine, coz you know what? I have slept with him countless and countless and trust me when I say, I have enjoyed every single night we spent together. Hot and incomparable!"  I added and laughed out loud. I stopped and waited for her rebuttal but I didn't get any further words and instead tears fell from her eyes. I can see pain and heartaches flowing like a waterfall. She bit her lips so as not to cry everything out loud but I can never imagine how heart-rending this must be for her. Napailing ako. I can't believe she would yield that easy. I have known her as the bravest and strongest girl from our batch. She has changed. Dali dali ko itong hinila at niyakap.

"Oh My God, Joyce... Sorry...Sorry... It was all an act. We were just playing your head and goofing around.. Sorry.. Sorry... " kabado kong bulong dito sabay haplos sa kanyang likuran. Lalo nitong nilakas ang pag-iyak. Lumapit itong si Jek at hinila ang kanyang mag-ina at niyakap.

"huwag ka ngang umiyak, binibiro ka lang namin eh." pasegundo ni jek habang tumatawa parin. He kissed his wife on her lips and hugged her again tightly. Pinunasan nito ang mga iyak ng kanyang asawa at kinarga ulit ang anak nila. And I'm still left fucking staggered and can't move even my jaw like the Statue of Liberty.  I don't know what to do now. Aaargh!  Tinignan ako ni jek at ang gago, dinilatan pa ako na parang lalong nang-aasar. Maya maya pa, pumasok sa kuwarto si tita lorna at halatang kabado ito at gulat na gulat. Kinuwento ni jek ang mga nangyari at ang mga ginawa namin. Tumawa lang itong si tita lorna at sinabihan si Joyce na niloloko lang namin siya, na biro lang ang lahat at sanay na siya sa ugali naming mag kaibigan. Kinuha ni tita lorna ang kanyang apo at lumabas ng kuwartong tumatawa.

Joyce stood up and faced me one more time. She looked me straight in the eyes like reading my soul and trying to get in my inner parts. I still can't move. Hinanda ko ang aking sarili na baka sampalin ako nito, I deserve it for being a jerk and for what I did to her. I closed my eyes and my toes are uncontrollably shuddering. She tapped on my shoulder, I opened my eyes back and then I saw a smile slowly forming on her lips. She hugged me.

"Kayo talagang magkaibigan kayo, hindi na kayo nagbago. Mga bata palang tayo mga alaskador na kayo." bulong nito. Napatawa ako.

"Joyce, sorry talaga ha? It was all jek's ideas. I didn't mean to make you cry."

"Akala ko talaga totoo na, akala ko bakla ka nga... Crush pa naman kita noong mga bata pa tayo.." she added na lalo namang ikinatuwa nitong si jek.  Napalunok ako, I feel like I was caught offguard. Para akong nabuhusan ng isang kilo nang ice cubes sa pagkabigla. I can't seem to think straight. I actually don't know what to think. Shit! I looked at jek and saw him nod. He seems to know what's the best thing to do. He seems to know what I should do. He smiled, like assuring that he's on my side all through out. 

"Jo-joyce?" nauutal kong tawag dito. She pulled herself back para matanggal ang pagkakayakap sa akin.

"Part of the act is true.." I added.

"what do you mean?" she asked while her face started to crumple and her eyes rolled the fuck out again like groggy froggy.

At inamin ko na nga sa kanya ang totoong nararamdaman ko. I told her who and what the fuck Alexander Chua really is. I told her everything that I have been through, including my past that brought me back here in Pampanga. She looks confused and her eyes are beginning to get bigger and bigger again. Inassure ko rin 'to na nothing's really happening between her husband and I, that we're friends, best of friends and nothing more, nothing less. Nagpalusot nalang ako na hindi ko type si jek to back up myself . "but if she only knw how her husband seduced me these past few days, she probably would cut his cock off and cook it in garlic" singit ng aking isipan. She seems fazed and in regret but luckily, she's able to understand the situation and assured me with her support.

After a few minutes, nag paalam narin akong uuwi na muna. Jek walked with me until sa Gate namin.

"Punta ka parin sa bahay kahit andiyan na si Misis, ha?" bulong nito. I just nodded but honestly, I think something's gonna change especially that I've heard joyce will be staying here for over a month. Napabuntong hininga nalang ako. Yumuko ako at naglakad papasok. I thought I would be happy when Joyce comes back because this is what my bestfriend's been wishing for, but why do I feel like something's pricking me inside? Sigh.  He grabbed my hand and pulled me to turn around. Nagulat ako sa ginawa nito, our faces almost hurled against each other. Tinulak ko ito agad palayo at baka makita kami ng kanyang asawa . Napangisi naman ito na parang naiinis.

"Huwag ka ngang malungkot..." dagdag nito as he wrapped his arms around me. I don't know what's gotten to my mind but I hugged him back.

"hindi naman ako nalulungkot eh, I'm happy nga para sa'yo..." bulong ko dito. Then I felt his feet moved, his arms still wrapped around me and his body pushed mine, enough for me to leaned back against the wall. Salamat sa puno ng Mangga , at natakpan kami kundi anyone sees us would think na may kahalayan kaming ginagawa. 

"jek..." bulong ko, ramdam ko ang bigat ng kanyang katawan. I tried to push him back but he just giggled like he likes what he's doing.

"totoo? masaya ka?" mga tanong nito while his eyes are staring at mine. Tumango lang ako.

"totoo nga?" pilit nitong tanong.

"Oo nga sabi eh... ano ba dapat maramdaman ko?" inis kong tanong kasi talagang nasasaktan na ako sa higpit ng pagkakayakap nito and he keeps on asking the same question.

"eh bakit parang ang tamlay tamlay mo?"

"i don't know.. maybe I'm just tired..or something..."

"something?"

"sleepy.. i don't know.. hindi ko alam jek.."

"masaya ka nga?" tanong ulit nito. Aaaargh! this guy's pissing me off.

"I dont know jek!" sigaw ko.. Dali dali nitong tinakpan ang bunganga ko to stop me from shouting. Pinanlakihan ko ito ng mata and he just fucking laughed at me. Tinapakan ko ang paa nito and pushed him away.

"What the fuck, jek?"

"sorry..." bulong nito then he's giving me this paawa look again. Thi man's going crazy, im telling you.

He hugged me tight, nuzzled into my neck and kissed me gently just below my ear. I felt his soft lips and a sudden spark ran intensely across my veins making me boil over with erotic excitement. He just spotted my second P-Spot and his kiss built sexual tension throughout my entire body and increased blood flow to my genitals. Okay fine, sige na, Tinigisan ako! I closed my eyes and waited for his next step and I heard him whisper something. I didn't quite understand what he has just blown to my ears but I am sure, the sound of it tickles me to multiple orgasms. Then he moved his lips up and brushed them against my cheek. Napakamot ako sa likod nito at napahawak sa  kanyang damit. He headed SouthEast, making our eyes meet and our lips almost touched. He rested his forehead against mine, the tip of our noses prodding each other, and our lips are like half a dot away. His mouth's slightly opened, giving way for his warm breath to blow and conquer mine. I can feel his heavy short gasps and breathing, which gives me a hardon, harder than I could ever be. He lifted his right hand, caressed his manly palm against my face until he cupped it on my left jaw.

"jek.." bulong ko.. He smiled and our eyes still on each other.

"Huwag ka mag-alala..." pabulong nitong sagot. His answer's brief yet assuring. I know exactly what he meant by it. Now's the jab inside seemed to heal itself. I smiled then he hugged me again. This man's crazy, but fucking sweet.  I hugged him too.

"Promise?" bulong ko sa tenga nito and he nodded. We don't need words to talk about how we really feel, we just know how to put everything back together. And I guess, that's the best part of our friendship. He grabbed my hand at naglakad kami papasok ng bahay. He stopped and smiled at me when we're standing before the main door.

"Pasok ka na.. bukas nalang ulit.." sambit nito. I smiled and nodded. He moved closer and pinched me in my cheek. Binatukan ko ito at dali dali namang tumakbo palabas. He waved his hand as he walks himself out of the gate. Pumasok na ako sa loob at umakyat na sa kuwarto. Naligo muna ako before climbing up my bed. Napabuntong hininga ako before I even closed my eyes.

Saturday.

I woke up around 8 o'clock and same things happened. Naging ordinaryo ang unang bahagi ng sabado ko. This Life's a total bore and it kills the hell out of me. But not until I remember the House Party. I grabbed my phone at tinext ko si jek, at ang mokong, hindi daw makakapunta kasi nagpapasama si joyce sa Mall. hmpft! I laid my back again sa bed and closed my eyes. I heard another message received. It's from Jek. 

" kaw nalang pumunta, text ko si Joy..."

"huwag na! ayoko rin naman pumunta talaga...."

"sama ka nalang sa amin..."

"tinatamad ako eh..."

"libog lang yan, minsan magpaputok ka rin. haha good for your health"

"Gago!!"

"haha"

Around 4 in the afternoon when I decided to go out. I went to the Mall and spent my time at the coffee shop. At kung sinuswerte ka nga naman, may tumabi pa sa akin na tatlong mga dalagita at kung mag kuwentuhan, ang mga putang 'to, parang mga tindera ng tilapia at bangus sa talipapa, ang ingay, walang class, walang breeding! I put on my earpods so I don't hear how loud these bitches talk.  I already adjusted the volume to the max and I can still hear their voices. God, these girls just won't stop shouting and talking, fuck these barbaric whores! I stood up and walked out of the cafe.

Naglakad lakad ako at inikot ang Mall, I saw my bestfriend and his wifie, together with their kid sa department store, mukhang pinagshoshopping itong si baby Alex. They look a perfect family, and jek seems happy. Napangiti ako. He deserves this.. this time with his family. Hindi na ako lumapit pa at naglakad nalang ako palayo.

Tinungo ko na ang parking lot para umuwi na. Mag aalas sais na ng gabi.  I opened the door and I almost peed my pants when a hand pushed it back to close. I turned around my head and saw Tyler, giggling. He's just at my back but God, his smell makes me want to faint so he cuddles and comforts me in his arms. I closed my eyes to feel his presence, but I can see him naked and teasing me. Tsk! I opened back my eyes. I almost lost my breath when he grabbed my keys and put it in his pocket.

"Wha the fuck?!"

"come with me..."

"NO.."

"you don't have a choice.."

"God, I always have a choice, everyone has"

"if you don't go with me, I won't give your keys back.."

"tie it around your balls.. i can walk myself home..."

"will you stop being balky?"

"this is not about me being hardheaded or something, this is me doing what I SHOULD do.."

"stop the SHOULD and think about what you really FEEL."

"oh please, don't be so sure 'bout it.. you might get choked up"

"it's not just that I'm sure about it, It's also because I can  FEEL it.."

"then something's wrong with you...go get yourself a therapist!"

"oh yeah, you're fucking right.. there's something wrong with me.. I have tried so fucking hard to get it out of my head... But it just dont go away.. I have been thinking about it... everytime.. and I can't seem to kill it inside of me... so tell me, what SHOULD i do?"

"Lie about it, you're good at it, aren't you?"

"but the thing is, the more I lie about it, the more pain I feel inside.."

"then lie about the pain you feel inside, Jesus, you lied once, I can't see why It's hard for you to do it AGAIN.."

He didnt say any further but just shoke his head. He turned around and walked away inside the Mall. Aaarrgh! I didn't get my keys back. Sumandal muna ako sa gilid ng kotse and lit up a cigarette, to release the tension and stress.." What the.." bulong ko sa aking sarili. He's a fucking dick. He does everything to get what he wants, even it pisses people 'round him. He's a jerk and knows exactly how to ruin and make my day even worse than it already is. Sigh. But what he said earlier, about the thing he can't keep inside anymore, about the thing that hurts him more everytime he tries to ignore, does tha mean?....hmmm "HELL NO! He's lying and you know how good he twists his tongue. Don't fall for that trap bitch!" says my mind.
  
Maya maya pa, here comes Tyler again, napalingon ako sa kasama nito, what on earth? si jek, joyce at baby alex.

"nasa akin susi lex, gamitin nalang namin mamaya pauwi.." sabay ngiti nito. aaarrrgh! this fucking tyler's making me lose my mind. Nakakainis!

"ah ganun ba, sige mag commute nalang ako pauwi.." sarkastiko kong sagot sabay roll eyes na siya namang ikinatuwa ni Joyce.

"hahatid ka nalang ni Tyler, di ba bro?" sagot nito then he nudged tyler and they laughed like they just fucking won a mission. God, what's with these creeps?

"fine with me.." singit naman nitong si tyler..

"Fine with me, asshole." pag-uulit ko naman na may halong pang aasar.  Then they all laughed. aaargh!
Nagpaalam na itong si jek at Joyce at pumasok ulit sa loob ng Mall, leaving me and Tyler outside.

"See? you have no choice.." he chuckled even more.

"coz you left me with no choice, dumbass"  Wala itong ginawa kundi tumawa, then he started to walk to his car, at wala narin ako nagawa pa kundi sumunod dito. Sumakay ito agad at umupo sa driver's seat. Sinubukan kong buksan ang pintuan sa likod at ang puta, nakalock . aaargh! I knocked on his window and he pulled the crank to open it.

"Open the god damn door..."

"you sit here, beside me.."

"No fucking way..."

"this is my car, and I get to decide where you sit.."

"I'd rather die inside your trunk than sit near you.." I replied. He nodded devilishly. Then I heard a tick on the back. Oh please, fuck me sideways all night long,  the trunk just opened. I looked him straight to his eyes and god, he's really laughing out loud like a kid.

"Fuck You!" sigaw ko rito at naglakad na ako palayo. Every step I take, walang lumabas sa aking bunganga kundi puro mura and curses. He's really getting into my nerves, and swear to hell how badly I want to kill him and chop every single part of him and feed it bitches. Ang kapal kapal!

Nagtanong ako sa Guard kung saan ang sakayan papuntang Del Monte and please tell me he's just kidding, about half a mile away? oh suck my sweet cock! Napalingon ako kay Tyler at sakto naman pababa ito ng kotse. Sigh. Sinimulan kong maglakad, mabilis at walang pakialam. I can hear Ty calling out my name but I ignored it like I didn't hear him at all.  I'm on mid of my way when I felt a water drop on the skin, I looked up above and please, this is really my fucking one in a million days, umulan pa at lalong nilakasan. aaaarrrrgh! Binilisan ko ang paglakad na parang tumatakbo na ako, my shirt's getting heavier in wet. Then I heard a horn, napatigil ako and saw Ty waving his hand. Tumigil ito sa tapat ako.

"Get in.." he said. He looks confused and whatever. The hell I care how he looks , I just hope he's happy making me feel this way. Napalingon ako sa dinadaanan ko,  medyo malayo pa ang sakayan, wala na akong nagawa kundi sumabay nalang sa aroganteng putang 'to. Dali dali akong lumapit sa kotse nito and tried to open the door on the back and please, for mary's sake, it's still locked. I stepped forward to him.

"You must be fucking kidding me Ty... I wish you die now!" pasigaw ko sabay lakad ulit. I heard the door opened and he moved out of the car at hinabol ako. Lalo kung binilisan ang paglakad pero parang pinaglihi ata ito sa kabayo sa bilis ng takbo. I felt a grasp on my right shoulder and he pulled me to turn around.

"let's go.. it's cold out here..."

"I'd rather die in colds than letting myself fooled like a fucking puppet..." but he didnt listen. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back to his car.

"get your hand the fuck off me..."  sigaw ko sabay tulak dito but he's strong. He didn't lose his grip and still pulling me like he owns me, like I'm his slave.

"Okay Okay.. let go of my hand and I'll hop in..." pakiusap ko and he removed his hand. Nabasa narin ito sa ulan. Dali dali akong pumasok na sa loob ng kotse at umupo sa tabi nito, gayun din ito, pumasok na nakangiti. "this guy's...aaargh!" bulong ko.  He opened the glove compartment of his car and pulled out a white towel. He then started to rub it against my body. I pushed him away and grabbed the towel.

"I'm not fucking crippled. I can do it myself" pagsusungit ko then he chuckeled. He pulled another tower out of his comparty and pinunasan din ang kanyang sarili.

"this is your fault. If you could have not taken my god damn keys..." pagdadabog ko habang nagpupunas ng katawan.

"haha if you could have not played hard to get, then we should be somewhe...."

"Stop! okay? Stop!.. Just drive me home.." pangputol ko rito.

"boiling the frog slowly huh? cool and enticing..."

"what?!"

"Nothing babe..."

"what did you just call me?" tanong ko coz I swear I heard him called me something.

"didnt say anything.." pagsisinungaling nito. Hindi na ako sumagot and just gave him one hell of a make face. Which in return, of course, he just giggled.

While driving, I saw him pulled his phone out of his pocket and pressed his keypad like running out of time. Inignore ko lang 'to and bothered myself out of the window. "wait, this isn't the way to my place. WTF?" says my mind.

"Ty..ler...." dahan dahan kong sambit. Mabigat at may halong galit.

"ahuh?"

"where the fuck you're taking me?"

"to our house party.. jek said..." sagot sana nito but I cut him off..

"jek said.. yeah right dude.. jek said.. why? don't I have the right to decide for myself now? huh?"

"you will enjoy it.. promise!"

"NO! I don't like to go to your place! you understand? So turn the fucking car around and take me back home.."

"will you keep your voice down? God! this is my car and I get to decide where to go.."

"I know this is your car, I'm not stupid, but I should be driving my own if you could have not taken my god dam keys..."

"you really don't understand why I'm doing this, do you?"

"make me understand..." I demanded.

He pulled over. Buti nalang walang kotse sa likuran kundi bumangga na ito sa amin. Ang lakas parin ng ulan, and the car's in the middle of the road. Halos mapasubsob ako sa bigla. He held me back to my seat and cupped my face with his two hands. I tried to get them off  but I can't move. Then he moved so fast and brushed his lips against mine. Tyler kissed me, again.