By: White_Pal
BLOG: http://gabbysjourneyofheart.blogspot.com/
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Welcome to the 2nd episode of GM's Diary. Sana po magustuhan niyo. :)
BLOG: http://gabbysjourneyofheart.blogspot.com/
FB: whitepal888@yahoo.com
Welcome to the 2nd episode of GM's Diary. Sana po magustuhan niyo. :)
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“GM! GM! GM!” sigaw ng aking mga kaklase. Namumula ang aking mukha. I was so embarrassed.
“GM kanta na! Wag ka ng maarte.
Gusto pinipilit pa eh.” sigaw ng mahadera kong kaklase. Everyone laughed.
Tumayo ako. Kasabay ng aking
pagtayo ay siya ring pagwawala ng buong klase. Dumagundong sa apat na sulok ng
kwartong iyon ang nakakabinging ingay, hampas sa lamesa, padyak ng mga paa, at sigaw
nilang sagad sa lalamunan. Daig pa ang presong nakawala sa selda ang mga ito.
They’ve gone wild. Ganoon ba sila kaaliw sa akin?
Mabigat man ang paa’y nakayuko
akong tumayo sa harap. Nagbigay ng isang malalim na hinga. My hands are
trembling, sobrang bilis ng tibok ng aking puso, it’s like it’s going to stop because
of over beating. As I looked the whole class, I felt shivers in my spine, my
legs are shaking as if I’m going to collapsed. Muli akong yumuko. Hindi ko alam
ang kakantahin ko.
Mag-iisang minuto na akong
nakatayo sa harapan ngunit wala akong maisip na pwedeng kantahin. Then, I
remember one person. This person taught me how to live in this chaotic world,
he taught me how beautiful life can be in spite of everything. Lastly, he
taught me what love is.
Pumikit ako. Nanginginig kong inangat
ang mic at inumpisahan ang kantang nagsasabi tungkol sa pagmamahal ko para sa
kanya. Nabalot ng katahimikan ang buong kwarto as I utter the first word of the
song.
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
Kasabay ng pagbigkas sa salitang valentine ay siya ring pagtulo ng aking
luha. I gripped the mic tightly, binuhos ko dito ang gigil, galit, at lungkot
na aking nararamdaman. The pain and loneliness is so much for me to take,
naramdaman ko na lang ang bigat ng aking dibdib, parang anumang oras ay sasabog
ito. I tried to calm and finish the song.
La da da
Da da da da
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
Da da da da
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
Sa pagtatapos ng kanta, narinig ko ang masigabong palakpakan
ng aking mga kaklase. I opened my eyes and gave them a smile. Ibayong saya ang
aking naramdaman nang makita ang ngiti sa mukha ng mga ito.
I hope I satisfied
them.
Bumalik ako sa aking upuan at
nagpakawala ng isang buntong hininga. Muli ko siyang naalala. Ang kaisa-isang taong
tumanggap at nagmahal sa akin ng totoo. Naramdaman ko na lang ang muling
pagtulo ng aking luha.
Naisip ko ang lyrics ng kanta. It’s
our theme song. Napangiti ako. Ngayon ko lang narealize ang totoong kahulugan
ng kanta. Our song came to life. The song speaks about unconditional and
selfless love. Even if the sun refused to shine for both of us, as well as his
romantic feeling towards me is gone, despite everything… I still… Love him so
much.
Grabe damang-dama ko si GM. I don't know. Siguro kung malapit sa puso ng author ang Love Me Like I Am, mas malapit sa puso niya ang GM's Diary kasi it's his Diary na eh, reality. Sobrang tagos sa puso ang GM's Diary, sa Napoleones pa lang na pinaiyak ako eh.
ReplyDeleteI miss you Bebe Gab! I miss your post too! (Love Me Like I Am). It's okay take your time. Alam naman po naming hindi niyo ibibitin ang LMLIA eh.
So good, really good. Conversations are limited yet the story was able to stand with so much emotions.
ReplyDeleteAnd the story continues..... From Napoleones, eto si GM, nagbabalik para i-share ang kanyang kwento. Kahit dalawang entry pa lang ang GM's Diary, I SO LOVE IT! Sobra ang emotions! Ibang klase, simple lang ang pagkakasulat pero grabe ang emotions. Bow talaga ako sa iyo Gabby. Nasubaybayan kita sa LMLIA at masasabi kong ang laki na ng improvement mo. Kudos!
ReplyDeleteAkala ko kikiligin ako sa story pero pabibigatin pala nito ang dibdib ko. Nice one!
ReplyDeleteThis is what we called......TRUE LOVE, unselfish and unconditional. Pero para sa akin, GM must move on. Besides, if they're really meant to be then it will happen. In right time. - Oxy
ReplyDeleteGanda! Tanong lang po, is this the reality of Gabby and Jared? Just curious kasi fan talaha ako ng Gab-Jared tandem eh. If that is so.....I'm so sad. T_T
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I miss your update author. Sana lang po maging happy ending ang story ni Gab at Jared, sana hindi kagaya dito. T_T
Ganda kahit maiksi. Nakakatuwa yung umpisa pero pagdating sa may bandang gitna, BOOM! Your signature move Bebe Gab, a Roller-coaster emotion.
ReplyDeleteNamiss ko post mo Gab! Miss na rin namin si Bebe Gab and Papa Jared. Update na please?
ouch! x.x i felt a thousand arrows pass through
ReplyDeletetagos na tagos, anggaling!
Salamat po sa lahat ng commenters, pati na rin sa mga nag-chat sa akin sa FB para iparating ang kanilang saloobin, maraming salamat. Sa mga sumusubaybay sa Love Me Like I Am, I'll try my best to update basta matapos ko po muna lahat ng dapat tapusin. V^_^
ReplyDelete~ Gabby
We miss you Bebe Gab! Please, bumalik ka na Bebe Gab. Miss na miss na namin yung dating Bebe Gab na masayahin. Wag ka na malungkot. :'(
ReplyDeletewhat a waste... kawawa naman si GM. Kung totoo man ang story na ito, I hope GM will be able to cope up with the loss. It seems that he gave everything to that someone. I hope he finds happiness.
ReplyDeletespeechless! di ko napansin maluha-luha na pala ako. very nice story. damang-dama, tagos sa buto't kaluluwa.
ReplyDelete-urich